So ill...

I was fine until 2am this morning. woke up with severe pain in my stomach, ran to loo and promptly started vomiting and pooping uncontrollably.

It is now 5.25pm, and I have stopped vomiting (there is nothing left) but going through the motions yet my bowel keeps finding more... I am now vomiting and pooping nothing but bile.

I have vomed bile before, not pleasant, but I have never been so ill My body has continued to evacuate both ends when there is nothing left.

I don't think I have ever felt this alone either.

Lying in my bed in excruciating pain with no one to help me. Throwing up and having no one to comfort me.

It is not good but something I will have to get used to.

My joints hurt so much, mainly my hips and knees, so I am thinking this is a viral infection of some sort. If things don't get any better I will need to phone NHS 24 and see if I can get an anti spasmodic and some pain killers for my joints. I tried to take some paracetamol earlier, couldn't keep it down though. Probably not the best on an empty stomach anyway...

I will update when I either recover or get some treatment, I just hope one of the two happens soon as I feel like I am dying.

Grrrrrr, pissed off!

Fed up with folk and their double standards.

Is it reasonable to think that if your ex wants to go out on the pull and fancies his chances at taking someone home with him, he should say that's the reason he doesn't want to take the kids over night, or, is it more acceptable to make some lame excuse about how he doesn't know if he can take the kids because he doesn't know what everyone else wants to do?

I have no problem with the going out on the pull side of things, just after having numerous arguments about lies, I would have expected a certain degree of honesty. Also, for selfish reasons, because of Collectormania, I don't get a weekend. Sunday night doesn't count since I can't go out anyway due to working on Monday morning. So, two days and a night of doing something you enjoy while I get heehaw. There isn't even the excuse of him having had the kids all weekend at any point either. He has always got the Friday night out and only had the kids one Saturday night when he had airsoft the next day, and he dropped the kids off at half 8 in the morning. He had been out on theFriday night and didn't have the kids till 5 the next evening. Suffice as to say I will remember this the next time a favour is needed.

Rant over. For now.